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To fill up the gap; I decided to be so very cheeky. Heh. Oh! And by the way; this blog has had hits! Rocks or wot!





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This girl does acoustic covers for her favourite songs; tho she is not good to compare with anyone. She does rock you a lil back & forth ;) Check her vids out! Head to her YouTube!

These guys from Hampton Road, Virginia, Chasing Arrows, is now at the #5 spot for unsigned bands in their state! They totally rocks! Do hit their page! No regrets. Head to their Official Myspace page!

They named themselves, "Emily Has Fallen" and they've been playing for almost 5 years and recently they were signed by Koala Records. They are now up with new punk songs & rocking good. Hit them up! Head to their Official Myspace page!

Duo from Lakeland, Florida; both Toby and Holli are unsigned however I think they're music is pretty cute with the synthesiser mix on their tracks! Won't be a heart-rending moment to check them out (; Head to their Official Myspace page!

This Philadelphia based rock band “Liam and Me” has worked out to craft great tunes. They are the people who love massive hits with a sagacity of music record. Go on; give them a page hit. You won't be disappointed. Head to their Official Myspace page!

El, Aiem, Izzy, Azmie, Razzi and Noreine dares to dive into couple of genres. And the tunes they ignite; sounds good and I don't lie! Check them out! I promise addictive melodies ;P Head to their Official Myspace page!

Originate from Bloomington, Indiana, South Jordan puts together honesty and equally powerful instruments and present to you their tunes. They are kicking rad so, go on hit their page! Be content. Head to their Official Myspace page!

An alternative rock band from Singapore, with the debut album, “Frankel Avenue”, Sponge is awesomely making their way in the industry! Go ahead, check them out! I swear no tinge of let down. Head to their Official Myspace page!

These guys from Knoxville, Tennessee, scream, break things and will come and burn your house down if you let them.They're amazing! They'll make you dance and shout along with their adorable agitated beat! Head to their official Myspace page!

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He has a gorgeous pair of eyes or wot! You've gotta agree wiv me :) Oh, and his name is Jared Leto.


Don't fret when you're about to hit the dry wall. I be there to light up your path. Smile for me; you'll be alright. Trust me; you'll make it thru this fight. Know you're not alone; close your eyes and you will realize that on this road you're on, you have me by your side..


Words of a new tune; uncertain of the tune tho. Shall fink of something definitely, had something in mind already. I shall finish it! I must finish it! :) Cus it is a start of something new.


My kakak told me yesterday, "Sometimes I am lazy to read your blog. Too many things to read.."

Oh well, I've too many things to pen down hence you have many things to read :P Anyway, I am not gonna blog about how much I'm gonna blog. Now, I feel like putting some song lyrics I am addicted to, at the moment ;)

In New York, concrete jungle where dreams are made of there's nothing you can’t do. Now you’re in New York, these streets will make you feel brand new, the lights will inspire you..
(Empire state of mind by Jay Z ft Alicia Keys)

You always choose to stay. I should be thankful for everyday. Heaven knows what the future holds, or least where the story goes..
(Yesterday by Leona Lewis)

Yeah… gotta start looking at the hand of the time we’ve been given here. This is all we got and we gotta start thinking it. Every second counts on a clock that’s ticking, gotta live like we’re dying..
(Live like we're dying by Kris Allen)

The world comes to life and everything's right from beginning to end when you have a friend by your side that helps you to find the beauty you are when you'll open your heart and believe in the gift of a friend..
(Gift of a friend by Demi Lovato)

There's nothing left to say, don't waste another day. Just you and me tonight, everything will be okay. If it's alright with you then it's alright with me, baby let's take this time let's make new memories..
(Do you remember by Jay Sean ft Lil John & Sean Paul)

On this wink, is where I'll end ;)


It's a new dawn. It's a new day. It's a new life, for me.

This morning my dad asked me, "Are you gonna work after you graduate?"

I nodded, of course. What else you'd expect me to do - say "die"? Like I answered my sister? Lol. That was a joke of course, yes. So anyhoo, while on the ride, I set thinking what am I gonna do? Definitely I wanna embark on my career and have a proper well-paying job. Somewhere I can gather relevant experience for job enlargement, yea. And the cash multiplies, you know! That's what I wanna be - r i c h. Rich. Ye, rich by the definition of "possessing great material wealth."

There's something that I feel I need to say but up 'til now I've always been afraid

When I was younger, I had many dreams and often change my "dream job". I can hardly recall what the term "dream job" even means now.

Some dream of being an artist. Some dream of being a writer/author. Some dream of being executive in media and publishing. Some wanna be the world's famous soccer player, the next Pelé. Some wanna be an artist of a record-label. Some wanna be the world's best HipHop rapper, the next Jay-Z.

I do have nonsensical things in my mind too, like I wanna be, a sound technician, air-traffic controller, hairstylist, an accountant, a video director, market researcher. Oh and the latest on my mind is that I wanna be like Matthew Bellamy and Carlos Santana cus they're just the awesomest ever!

I realised all these years I decided not to pay much attention to my interest and talent and to be brutally frank, I envy people with aspirations. They have dreams. They have in ind what they wanna do and do it good in the future. The slight thought of trying to make it big, somewhere someday, is just too difficult for me ;) I prolly won't ever get the chance again to "think thoroughly" what am I gonna do based on my "ambition".

I dream I can fly, like the wind and be strong.



Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find

The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before

And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know if I let you go?

Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
It's such a shame we're worlds apart



As the canaries chirp away on the rooftop; I woke up to a gorgeous Sunday. Sweet Sunday morning.I sat on the bed, switched on my notebook and felt the urge to strum to few songs on the guitar. I gripped the guitar by the neck, place it on my lap while I sit on the edge of the bed. I was sure it felt like it was a C,Am,F,G progression.

That sounded damn familiar.

What is it, I thought. Ahh of course, it was the first song I composed for someone. Yea, someone. It is rather personal and I kept it quite close to me ;) Things after things, issues after issues, months pass by, what did I do? I just had to let things fly by, I let loose of things I should've had a grip on. Now, I feel "it" near. How silly it was. How silly it is. How silly it will be. It is just me lah. Zakia and her ego. Let it. I am crafting scenes in my jumbled mind to make sense of things. I am aware I am ultra young at matters of infatuations. Issues about dusted heart. These shouldn't even be at the entrance of my mind. To be honest, I am fanciful of imaginative flings. Wait; I recalled.. Ahh. Pinkerton syndrome, was what Ahmad told me.

It was hilarious how we started to talk. It is etched in my mind. Somehow as ants crawl, squirrels die and butterflies flap their wings, you were gradually fading from my box of thoughts. You told me something that I will always remember, though. Think of the positive things when in pain. You crossed my mind when I had my canines extracted..

Now, when I see you, somehow the stars are not shining anymore, we no longer smile to each other, we no longer even try to acknowledge each other's presence anymore :( The future is nearing, I can see the lives of other people alongside with mine. No matter what, you will still be the one I wrote a song for. There won't be the sixth time you're on my mind today. <3

Should he know that he is the one I was referring to?

Is commented on this post, "SISSY! But beautifully written.."

Kakak said, "31/30."

And that is because they knew what the subject was.


You see, it was a gorgeous Friday morning as I was getting ready for school.. I thought I sensed a presence of something rather unusual in my brother's room. Like there was this something that seemed not real is there but I witnessed and believed it was there. Well, it was awesome. Most awesome feeling I ever had. Indescribable.










First hug.


First kiss.



This new baby of mine has in-built webcam! Now I can do awesome acoustic covers without having to record it from the Lumix and transfer and all blah blah blah blah blah blah ;)


When most of the time, you have more than one thing on your mind it get tangled up, yes? Well, I don't kno really.. All the time it is like that for me and I know it is because I only allow it to. I secretly wish at times like this, my dad owns a veranda that I can go outside to - sit on the bench in my hoodie enjoying the breeeze yo, take a breather whenever I feel like it with intention for relaxation. Earth to Zakie; a wish is just a wish.

I need a blank mind, I can't channel it blank when I want need it to. Something always get in the way, like a blob of paint on a new page of the notebook(the paper notebook I mean). Thoughts are something I "craft" with bits and parcel of incidences that happened in my life. That is either the silliest thing I've ever said or the most interesting. Ya fink? I sppose I've to put thru cognitive processes to my thoughts to make um redefined. Feelings can be generated from thoughts, you know. What am I arriving at, actually? Hmmm, bottom line: the sole requirement of having a thought is to have a brain. Cool or wot ;)

Justin is making me learn French (the language - of course), because he made it sound so fine when he sings! Gah. Tu peux marcher dans mes pas.

(This sentence in this bracket is to remind me that this is the first post I am typing with this new Lenovo toy of mine!)


Don't ever. Don't ever call yourself what you are not. I swear, its mother fucking deceiving when you call yourself "resource centre" but you are not a shitty tad bit useful. Screw that. Why even bother providing the service? Why can't you be like Trojan huh; they are named as what they do and what they are, you know. They invade by posing as something else. And that is what the Trojan(malware) is..

Nonsense nonsense, now I've no mood to rummage through documents and be hardworking today. RPRC just had to soil my Furrfurr- scratch that its no longer adorable. But a simple "Friday morning" suits the sentence.

Boom booom booom; I need my medicine!

Anyhoo, that RPRC bit will not will not and shall not damper my smile for the advanced ;) christmas present from Miss Santa Claustress!


Christmas trees are beautiful. Haven't seen any of them? It's everywhere along the stretch of Orchard Road, go and check it owt! I like the decoration lights, ornaments, garlands and the presents under the tree! Like how we see in typical Christmas movies, how adorable ent it!

Oh oh and I.. I.. I am in a mood to make cookies! And suddenly "wherever you are, whenever it's right, you'll come out of nowhere and into my life," is ringing in my head. Michael, oh Michael!
Doesn't he somehow remind you of my old love, Leon?
;) Or is it just that Leon reminds me of Michael? Either way, it makes sense! Love!

Horace Walpole once said, "The world is a tragedy to those who feel, but a comedy to those who think."


I sleep through the alarm, head on the pillow.
I know i'm gonna pay for this.


I have a confession to make, I am addicted to Cafe World. It's an awesome FB arrrplication ;) Take a look at my coins in hand! But I still won't want to spend 15 coins to clean my stove. I still do it- how people say, "cheap" way. I drag the stove back in after the food is done and drag it back out. Wheee! It's already clean.

In my opinion, my earnings can be considered a blast. But I am still hesitant to spend few thousands to expand my cafe! Now, expanding the area doesn't only come as how it costs (which is like 5000coins), there's still the wallpaper, tiles, tables & chairs. See what I mean!

Alright, I shall "upgrade" my cafe once I reach 500K coins! :)





Sometimes we fall down and can't get back up
We're hiding behind skin that's too tough
How come we don't say I love you enough
Till it's too late, it's not too late
Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
We could make a feast from these crumbs
And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you, what would you wish you would've done

Yeah, gotta start
Looking at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we're dying

And if you plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbyes
Should be so careful who we live out of our lives
So when we long for absolution, there'll be no one on the line

Like we're dying
Like we're dying
Like we're dying
Like we're dying

You never know a good thing until it's gone
You never see a crash until it's head on
All these people right when we're dead wrong,
You never know a good thing till it's gone

Ask me what am I listening to right now?

I am listening to Kris Allen's "Live Like We're Dying"! Am totally digging it. I mean, like, woo. It blew me away. With the lyrics, the beats and his charming voice of course ;)

The lyrics - it sets you thinking, you know. But the thing about it is, I just can never get enough of those because no matter what it is, I will only know what it feels like when it gets to me. I let my inertia get to me at times. How stubborn, right. Oh! Oh! By the way, Kris' "live like we're dying" is a cover of The Script's. How cool, right. Well, I youtubed both versions & defo find Kris' version better.

The Script's.


What are you waiting for? Go & Google for Kris Allen's official video! Nah, YouTube it rather.. You'll defo find it more uplifting. It's an awesome video; kudos Marco Puig! In the 3minutes and 43seconds video, there is only Kris himself. The video begins with Allen pulling up to a junkyard in a white pickup truck at night, with a watch hanging from his key chain. Then, Allen takes a power cord out of the back of the truck and carries it through the junkyard until he plugs it in and flips a switch to turn on a large countdown clock. As the clock reaches zero...Read more here

I hopped myself onto another tab and went searching for Kris' images on Google and found a couple that are fairly adorable.

(looks like some stuff back in the AmericanIdol days)

(look at both Adam & Kris!)

I would love to experience rain in London. How cute! Well, how different can the rain be anywhere else? Lol. Anyway, I'm just curious you know. It's London, baby!
















I love the rain. How everything will seem to be, all dull and cold. I like how the gray skies will always make me smile. I like that feeling. That feeling.

What is world aids day?

World AIDS Day

World AIDS Day is focused on raising awareness of the AIDS epidemic. It was first declared by the World Health Organization in 1988. Red ribbons are worn on clothing as a sign of support. World AIDS Day is Tuesday, December 01, 2009, this year. Read more here

My personal take on World AIDS Day

AIDS is not a joke, and that it can't be cured either. Its just a condition where the immune system decreases rapidly & it's transmitted via saliva, blood, semen or breast milk. There are not many ways that I know I can help them infected with, but one way I know: I won't discriminate. Red ribbon! Red ribbon! Keep the faith, and just keep pushing on ;)

To quote Zig Ziglar,

"People often say that motivation doesn't last. Well, neither does bathing - that's why we recommend it daily."

Everybody say aww! (;


Report. Report. Report. I fret because we thought business project would be much easier than coding; here we stand a "no no" :( God! Market analysis is vast, dude! From gathering market size, to understanding market trend, to analyzing competitors. Hold it, lemme exhale.

And people thought I been using it as an excuse, you know what? I'mma let them say what they want to think. It's a god damn 13 week project, and I'm suppose to finish it within a ridiculous span of two weeks or something? Something's wrong ent it? Deep down, I secretly hope people do understand, but then again, ya fink I care what they fink? Fink not.

Are there giants too in the dance?

I am listening to:
One Less Lonely Girl - Justin Bieber

I had a gurreat slumber, dude! It is an awesome feeling to have a proper sleep at last! Looks like this proper sleep thing comes by only Friday night. Pathetic but pretty pleasant nonetheless. I turned in pretty early - say around midnight and I got woken up by this invisible force pulling my leg off the bed! Lol. Juust kidding, I woke up at 0345.

Okay, I realised that recently I been talking about how I am deprived of sleep. Again; ultra pathetic. Shall put it to a hault for awhile since I compensated enough already.

While I was awake, in the past 3 hours ago (or so), I watched a movie while running my Cafe World! I missed that FB app totally; cus well you see the laptop I loaned from school does not actually allow me to download any update for Flash Player. I swear it felt like going to lunch but I can't even buy anything over @ the Halal stalls but only stuffs from the fruit stall. Gah!

This morning, I went to the fridge and found the Subway paper bag which contained the cookies I bought yesterday. It says "eat fresh." at the front; lol I guess its not entirely fresh in my case ;)

So, anyway, GOOOD MORNING!




Things can only get better from here. I hope. I just told Andy that I am feeling really nervous. I am shaking inside, just what is actually wrong? I just recalled I had two perfect cups of coffee to keep me awake. Usually, my eyelids would feel terribly heavy already. Reasons why? One, I slept late the previous night. Two, its the mundane third meeting.

So, I recalled, I had a cup of coffee at breakfast and another one just now - for lunch; I still do have some left in the cup next to me now. My heart is racing and my stomach is doing flips. Oh no! Is this a disorder or something? Or am I just going nuts?

I had two cups of coffee within 4 frigging hours & two blog entries within an hour!



Cus them butterflies in my stomach won't stop stop! I feel like the ceiling's spinning round.

Oh no! Oh no! My laptop screen is shaking too! Wait; that's just my stilly (stupid and silly) team mate shaking his damn legs. Pft!


Last night, I had a vision of a gorgeous breakfast @ home on a Friday morning. This morning I woke up, dang I have school today! :(

So, it is another schooling day for me but today my bus ride is lil different. My ride was filled with working people, like 75% of the lower deck. This got me gazing around from one person to another - something strike me. This is how I'm gonna be when I am working; in the near future. Please near future; don't be so near! Oh well, who am I kidding as the clock tick away, the future is a minute away..

I have a different feeling today, I sense inspiration. The kick is in the air for me to write/compose a song.

I'll think of something ;)


I been developing a bad habit recently; I been turning in @ wee hours! This is not at all good, I tell you. Cus I feel tired when I wake up, and I start falling in deep sleep on the bus and attention in class depletes! And the domino effect continues but its got nothing to do with me! What am I saying? Gah.

It's time to be a big girl now, & big girls don't cry.



It's time to sleep. Good night, world ;)

*Zakie's eyelids flutter & she yawns; pulling the blanky over her as she turns to her right side and shuts her eyes tight*





The November sky is pretty dark I see; and now on Friday the thirteenth I am the most crankiest of all. Andy will second to that, defo. I mean, come awn! Its Friday and I am fairly packed during study breaks and after school. Now, that makes me a sad person. Earlier this week, I am looking forward for a getaway to rest my mind during weekend and prepare myself for an uphil battle for the upcoming week! :(

I don't know if I can make it.

I am at the moment nibbling on a fraction of cheese waffles for my lunch, while staring at this "new post" screen unsure of what to continue in this entry. Nope, I have not done anything stupid. Along this tab, I have tabs opened about equity theory, employee motivation and employee compensation package. Human resource management is bleak with this facilitator. I bet everything is much cooler if Ivy was around. Now, ANdy will second to that too, defo defo triple defo. This annoying facilitator is fairly good cus she gives me reasonable grade but she has a habit of forcing us kids to read questions & she loves repeating her sentences.

Now while typing this dull of an entry; I am listening to (the kind of) music (she doesn't like). Lol, no, I am just listening to music. And "You Can" by Archuleta is on.

I am inspired now! To pluck to the song.

:D

It is a clear gain to sacrifice pleasure in order to avoid pain.

Arthur Schopenhauer - German philosopher




I am still thinking of the lamb & lion couple ring.. Rofl.

A couple of years and I´m gonna know your name. It´s like I waited for you forever and I know this might sound insane.

Future Love - Kristinia Debarge

Vision is the art of seeing things invisible to others.

- Jonathon Swift


William always advise me, "If strangers offer sweets, don't take ah!"

But Bill, what if its a cute stranger?

Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
In the wind of change

Wind of Change - The Scorpions


John Terry did it!
Goal. 76th minute. Bliss.

Five points clear at the top of the table, baby.

:D

I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose.

If I Let You Go - Westlife


Midnight & the game is on! Chelsea against Manchester United @ Stamford Bridge. Maybe I should watch ;)









Pills make me ill. Eh? No, its the other way round. Ill makes me pill. Nah, its not right either. Well, the room is spinning; I just had Piriton. Scratch pills. Until I'm okay; I'mma swallow um annoying pills to make me better. Gah.